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9-11 was a tragic day for America.
It was also an odd and heavy day for our family and me personally. Only
through Holy Spirit's divine counsel my desperation gradually subsided and
my strength renewed.
Three New Nude Bunnies Were Born
Early Monday morning, we saw three
new born hairless infant bunnies laying outside of mama rabbit's home. They were
pinkish, ugly and did not even look like bunnies. Normally, they would be born
inside of the hole and hidden for at least four weeks until they are grown and
strong to come out on their own. But these three were exposed to the world
right at the entrance of their home. In the late afternoon when we checked
again, mama rabbit had already pushed them into the protection. I wonder
if this new birth and exposure would have a prophetic meaning at this 9-11-01
timing.
Jury Duty in the Morning
I did not know the terrorist attack
on the New York World Trade Center and the Pentagon. The security was
tight when entering the courthouse for my jury service. The atmosphere in
the jury waiting room was particularly heavy. We soon were turned away
because the courthouse, a government office, was on high alert and closed for
the day.
Terrorism and Slavery
Upon returning to my home office, I
finally found out about the shocking news. It was traumatic watching
the film again and again TV. Our new housemate Hun-Kyun just moved in for
a week. Nanny Sandra just started working with us for about three weeks.
We three all tried hard in maintaining our calmness. I had to turn the TV
off after kids came home from school.
At night, another horrible news
shook me again. I read details and saw the photo of a 13-year-old Sudanese
Christian boy forced into slavery and had his five fingers on the right hand
chopped off by his master. Also, a photo of two Sudanese Christian fathers with
their arms hacked off by raiders who had taken their wives and children for
slaves.
Being a Christian and seeing the reality of terrorism and modern day slavery, I
was unable to relate to these cruelties. What should one think? What can one
do? I felt numb, paralyzed and dumbfounded.
The Divine Counsel
Yesterday morning, I cried out to
the Lord:
"Oh, Lord, it is Your burden, not mine. It is Your responsibility, not mine.
My duty is to do what You want me to do. Pray, I will. Give blood, I
can. Be obedient, I must. But still, I feel so lost. Your joy is my
strength. [Nehemiah 8:10] In all these tragedies, You must still have joy.
What's Your joy? Please give me some for I find none. I need Your strength.
Please teach me. Lord, how can I relate to You? How can I relate to the
body of Christ? How can I relate to these unjust realities? I feel out of
balance."
Then, I felt the Lord comforting me and gave me the following thoughts:
"In thanksgiving, I have joy.
In obedience, I have joy.
In humility, I have joy.
In forgiveness, I have joy.
In meekness, I have joy.
In your vengeance of forgiveness, I shall glorify you."
His words gave me comfort and strength. Yes, the true and living God shall
glorify America. This nation's foundation is Jesus Christ and God's Word.
Since God allowed this rude awakening to happen, it is our opportunity to repent
and seek God as a nation. Through these tragedies, we shall prepare ourselves
ready for Jesus' second coming. America shall lead the rest of the world to be
ready for Christ's soon return. And, the most important thing for us to do is
to "pray for God's purpose of this rude awakening to be fulfilled."
Our Family Prayer
Our family prays that the strongholds of sin, spiritual pride, idolatry, hatred,
bitterness, terrorism and slavery to be broken. We request Jesus to comfort all
victims in the terrorist attack, and heal the Big Apple and turn it into the
apple of His eye. We ask God to reconstruct Pentagon and national defense under
His will and design. Also, to protect, bless and give wisdom to our president
George Bush, vice president Dick Chaney, and all other government leaders.
The Lord gave us an article and a map of ten international terrorist bases.
(Sources: Patterns of Global Terrorism, 2000, published by U.S. State Dept.;
Jane's IntelWeb) We have been using it to boldly pray for the Lord to destroy
funding and networking of all terrorist organizations. Also, to turn all
terrorists into born-again Christians. Jesus not only died for us, but also died
for them on the Cross two thousand years ago. Nothing is impossible with God.
[Luke 1:37] May His will be done. [Matthew 26:42, Luke 11:2]
For the slavery situation in Sudan, the Coral Ridge Ministries (www.coralridge.org)
coordinates the effort to pay and free the slaves. Amazingly, $35 can free a
slave. May God save the enslaver as well as the enslaved. [John 3:16]